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Love and Desire of the Broken Heart

What kind of words you want to hear?
My heart to speak into your ears.
How did it hurt you even more?
When someone leaves out of your door.

Your confuse mind and heart so cold
You want this burden to be told
My love for you will be remain
uncertain love to be sustain

If only I can steal your pain
would I can also feel the same?
When someone precious let you go
had never seen your heart of gold

Life’s goes on, times are moving on
Love and desire of heart unknown.
You need a light, you need a home
is where happiness you can own

I am happy to be with you

Love and Desire of the Broken Heart Poem in the Making

I was stalking to my friend and find the post “Bakit ang Sakit.” I had that feeling too and I wish I can do something about it. I open up chat conversation with her made this poem. My intention was to help and ease her worries, but it didn’t turn good after all.

Here is my opinion: She only sees what she had lose and never open her eyes to see the aid and replacement. She is on the stage of holding on and I want to see how long it will last when she let go.

The poem was made for her

May 9, 2016
When You Become My Candle Light

I’ve been long walking at the dark
Then your light shines into my heart
I started to fall in love
with a graceful path in my eyes

I’m happy to follow your ways
Never get lost in your trace
But all was just an illusion?
I want to see in my vision

I can hug your warm lovely light
I stare and let it through my heart
But that was when were young before
I wish I could love so much more

You are still the light that I knew
The one I kept but I let go
The light within will always be
Making night romantically

So sad to feel distant apart
Hope you can remember my heart
I want to touch flame of the night
Burning desire to keep your light.

The meaning of when you become my candle light

It was a heartbreaking moment when I invited someone to be with me and I knew that the answer was already no. The poem was created having this kind of feelings. I was in the dark but I did not mean I am not happy, dark was a symbol of my close heart and I mean to see the light as opening for the relationship. I became a follower of you by tracing steps and every activity. I almost had seen the visions of me and you at the wedding, but it was just an illusion and false hope. I remember how it was before and now things had changed. Change? You are still the girl I knew, but I don’t know about you now. What I can see is that you become the better person and I can’t be with you now. All I can do is to watch and get some updates about you. I did not mean to stalk over you, what I am doing is keeping my desire to love you even if we are apart.

PS: I don’t want to post this poem on my blog but rather I wanted it to be published elsewhere. I did post in anyway and explain how it was made. I was first published by TransitMagazine

PS: The Model Lorgil Maquiling has nothing to do with the poem! But I the candle light and the bokeh.

Lorgil Maquiling

April 30, 2016
The Night Without A Dream

It was empty and dark
Time skipping and sharp
Waking up to unknown
Life that you never own

For a blink of an eye
The whole night passes by
A night without a scream
The night without a dream

Sleep under the spell
The love you cannot sell
Hope that I didn’t mean
God please forgive my sin

Imagining the night
The future I’ve foreseen
Once forever waiting
Is night without a dream

The Meaning of The Night Without A Dream

This poem is about the time after I close my eyes at night and wake up with nothing to remember. My thoughts was asking where I am now and why I am here. It simply means that I am not at the place where I used to wake-up. I also want to say “my girl where did you slept last night” is for the line life that you never own.

I cannot really tell what will happen next from a single mistake that I did. For a blink of an eye is a decision that I cannot alter when it’s done. And I mention about A night without scream? yes I am experiencing lucid dream and I wish to know the truth even if it hurts. The night without a dream is a kind of rest. I think my spirit forbid me to dream and maybe I had enough.

I am broken heart lover who wants to carry all memories at the present or else I’ll kept it in the past and forget. The love I cannot sell means rejection but my spirit of hope did not recognize that rejection. God please forgive my sin. I didn’t mean to over pray your love back, I guess I’m wrong I wish I had only prayed for guidance.

The future I’ve foreseen and once forever waiting is a vision vs dream! I can imagine and visualize the future with her and it is possible. But I am dreaming of the people that can never exist in reality but only in a dream.

Never stop dreaming!

April 22, 2016
I Will Never Lose This Kind Of Feeling

Dear Ex (for this kind of feeling!)

I saw you in mind that you ware happy.
I found you in my heart that you ware sweet.
I can feel in future you’ll be ready
We can be together with love so great

It’s nice to know you’re enjoying the days
I’ll be more happy for the price I pay
I want to be with you no matter what
Where ever you are I’ll be one step apart.

The love of God and memory of you
I can always feel closer next to you
With the love so warm and tender loving
I will never lose this kind of feeling.

About this poem I Will Never Lose This Kind Of Feeling.

I am just playing my vision that maybe time will come like this. I don’t know what will happen sooner or later but now I know what I feel at the moment. I just want that someday that we might be on the same path again. Like I can always see you anytime or waking up hearing your voice or calling my name. I cannot promise you this but I will try not to lose this kind of feeling. Thank you so much for making me feel this way.

March 11, 2016
I want to make a memories

Farewell to the King of Comedy also known as Mang Dolphy (Hulyo 25, 1928 – Hulyo 10, 2012), He died as a good man and contribute so much inspiration and happiness to us.

I want to make a memories

We’re young and wild when we just met.
Full of things we cannot forget
Our story never planned to made
All memories I don’t regret.

Never mind if we’re just playing
I will keep to last this feelings
I sit and rest my head to think
Wonderful memories I reflect.

I love you friend, my wife, my love
The life you’ve shared and sacrifice
I treasure memories of love
Never let the memory of me disappear.

Emotional poem of the month, I wonder how would you feel if you will never see me again. I did some bad and good things to you. It nice to know how much you acknowledge me for who I am after all.

I also want to share the Naruto Shippuden Quote by Itachi Uchiha who said to To Kisame, after he related the story of the sharks.

We are humans, not fish. We don’t know what kind of people we truly are until the moment before our death. As death comes to embrace you, you will realize what you are. That’s what death is, don’t you think? – Itachi Uchiha

Farewell to the King of Comedy also known as Mang Dolphy (Hulyo 25, 1928 – Hulyo 10, 2012), He died as a good man and contribute so much inspiration and happiness to us.

July 11, 2012
Same constant feelings

I made a short poem for I am dreaming of the same constant feelings. The events are so random but I always woke up with the same interpretations. I wish not to understand what it means or ignore the events I saw in my dreams but it is touching my life in reality.

Same constant feelings

I had dreams that can be worst
And it will depends on each other’s most
These random kind of dream with same meaning
Makes me cry each time in the morning
I wish to know if it is real
But I hope it is not because it hurts.
I am truly felt that I love you
why these dreams took away my trust in you.
Dream jumping off the cliff
as you are there to catch and lift
for you’re the only air that I can breathe

January 17, 2012
Because I do love you.

It’s written in my head, and flowing in my blood.
You’re the only person I know inside my heart.
I hope someday you will know how much I love you.
Someday will be fine knowing that you love me too.

Stealing moments and watching things you do.
I kept this secrete that I admired you for so long.
My best friend, my sweet heart and my special love;
I want to live with you because I do love you.

Because I do love you is not a word I speak.
It is the air I breathe and dream I hope for us;
That our love be the same and will forever.
His gift to me is you; God thank you and praise you.

January 29, 2011
I was called upon You

The sadness in my heart vanished when you shook my hand
I felt the spirit who lead me to seek the kingdom of God.
With that blessed moment in my heart and in my mind,
I started Christian living and believe in the Church Of Christ.

The kindred love I felt inside, lighted my way to Almighty God.
Though my life is not enough to give an offer.
I’ll be obedience my Lord to You forever.
And live my life at your service until my dying days.

Thanks to my brother for we remember you today
You shook my hand with the holy message,
The calling to be one of the Chosen,
And now I am a member of the Church Of Christ

Watch The Announcement of Bro. Eranño Manalo Passed Away August 31, 2009

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September 1, 2009